I am not a fool even though many people have called me that. Just read my story with an open mind and tell me what you think.
I am in a very serious relationship with two guys, yes two guys. I have always been very particular about not putting all my eggs in one basket.
My relationships are finally at the stage of decision making and I have to let one of them go.
This is my problem: I love both guys and if I could, I would marry both. But the truth is one is just too calm and gentle for me. He never waits for an apology, he apologizes for everything even when I am at fault. His greatest display of anger is walking out.
He is too loving but I really find it boring.
The other guy will never apologize even when he is wrong, he makes me beg and more than three times, he has dished out hot slaps on my face. OK, to be honest,he slaps me at will… Yet I love him! He is so ‘manly’.
My friends think he will kill me once we get married but I think the calm one might turn violent, although he seems not to have a violent bone in his body. About the sex, they are both great! I’m so confused… I don’t want a man that will make me a punching bag.
Who do I let go?
[Matters Of The Heart With Labos, Gold Myne]