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Jiah Khan’s Last Letter To Boyfriend Before Committing Suicide

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June 11, 2013 – Jiah Khan’s Last Heartbreak Letter To Boyfriend Before Committing Suicide  – She Wrote This To Suraj Pancholi Hours Before Killing Herself

This is what Bollywood actress Jiah Khan wrote to her boyfriend, Suraj Pancholi hours before committing suicide last week.

“ I don’t know how to say this to you but I might as well now as I  have nothing to lose. I’ve already lost everything. If you’re reading  this I might have already left or about to leave. I am broken inside.  You may not have known this but you affected me deeply to a point  where I lost myself in loving you. Yet you tortured me everyday. These  days I see no light I wake up not wanting to wake up. There was a time I  saw my life with you, a future with you. But you shattered my dreams. I  feel dead inside. I’ve never given so much of myself to someone or  cared so much. You returned my love with cheating and lies. It didn’t  matter how many gifts I gave you or how beautiful I looked for you. I  was scared of getting pregnant but I gave myself completely the pain you  have caused me everyday has destroyed every bit of me, destroyed my  soul. I can’t eat or sleep or think or function. I am running away from  everything. The career is not even worth it anymore. When I first met  you I was driven, ambitious and disciplined. Then I fell for you, a love  I thought would bring out the best in me. I don’t know why destiny  brought us together. After all the pain, the rape, the abuse, the  torture I have seen previously I didn’t deserve this. I didn’t see any  love or commitment from you. I just became increasingly scared that you  would hurt me mentally or physically. Your life was about partying and  women. Mine was you and my work. If I stay here I will crave you and  miss you. So I am kissing my 10-year career and dreams goodbye. I never  told you but I received a message about you. About you cheating on me. I  chose to ignore it, decided to trust you. You embarrassed me. I never  went out, I never went with anyone else. I am a loyal person. I never  met anyone with Karthik I just wanted you to feel how you make me feel  constantly. No other woman will give you as much as I did or love you as  much as I did. I can write that in my blood. Things were looking up for  me here, but is it worth it when you constantly feel the pain of  heartbreak when the person you love wants to abuse you or threatens o  hit you or cheats on you telling other girls they are beautiful or  throws you out of their house when you have no where to go and you’ve  come to them out of love or when they lie to your face or they make you  chase after them in their car. Or disrespects their family. You never  even met my sister. I bought your sister presents. You tore my soul. I  have no reason to breathe anymore. All I wanted was love. I  did everything for you. I was working for us. But you were never my  partner. My future is destroyed my happiness snatched away from me. I  always wished the best for you, was ready to invest what little money I  had in your betterment. You never appreciated my love, Kicked me in the  face. I have no confidence or self esteem left, whatever talent whatever  ambition you took it all away. You destroyed my life. It hurt me so  much that I waited for you for ten days and you didn’t bother buying me  something. The Goa trip was my birthday present but even after you  cheated I still spent on you. I aborted our baby when it hurt me deeply.  You destroyed my Christmas and my birthday dinner when I came back.  When I tried my hardest to make your birthday special. You chose to be  away from me on Valentines Day. You promised me once we made it to one  year we would get engaged. All you want in life is partying, your women  and your selfish motives. All I wanted was you and my happiness you took  both away from me. I spent money on you selflessly you would throw in  my face. When I would cry for you. I have nothing left in this world to  live for after this. I wish you had loved me like I loved you. I dreamt  of our future. I dreamt f our success. I leave this place with nothing  but broken dreams and empty promises. All I want now is to go to sleep  and never wake up again. I am nothing. I had everything. I felt so alone  even while with you. You made me feel alone and vulnerable. I am so  much more than this”

Yours truly

Rabiya khan

Her mother found the letter in her wallet while searching for poems written by her.

The actress allegedly hung herself at her home in Mumbai, India last week.

This is so sad!

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  1. guyit

    June 14, 2013 at 5:09 AM

    na wa o, why e be say na all this kind bat guys nai girls dey like? guy dey treat u badly, u no go leave am and move on with ur life? fine girl like dat ofcos other guys dey wen for ready treat her right instead she carry on dey put head for fire hoping to change d idiot. at d end con choose to give her family heartache, while d guy go peacefuly moveon with e life. what a pitty. R.i.P dear. next life try wise up.

  2. Fancy-keisy

    June 15, 2013 at 7:35 AM

    I feel 4 dis hrt broken lady who has taken ha lyf coz luv. I was in dis same state 2, but my case was a bit diff. D guy i luvd,luvd me 2 bt was a flert,a cheat,a lier,and a player 2. He was a twine and his oda twine was worsa in dat field so i tot he wil definately b d opposite of his no, y we broke up was coz of anoda gal he eva claimd neva dated b4,wen we broke up,i tot my whole world wil end dat day due 2 how i luvd dis guy.Do u knw dat wen u r in dis state, u tink of ntin else dan regrets and hurtin ur self in dis world so as nt 2 b cin by dos who knew u both 2geda 2. Even me,if nt 4 my rum mates who consoled me and was der 4 me in my hrt brk in sch,i wantd killin my self wit a knife.hmmm, bt 1 tot croxd my mind dat,its beta 2 b alive and watch hw he’s gona fil wen he cum acrox me in d nxt future. Or wen he c me wit a mor hamsum and betta man dan him,lols, and i bet, he’s encountering his concience ova me nw any tym we meet in sch. Dat is dat 4 dat, 4 no man is worth dying 4 in dis whole wide world. We own God our lives and nt humans. Anyway, R.I.P dear sis, i undastnd vividly hw u felt [crying]……

  3. chikoarinze

    June 17, 2013 at 9:51 AM

    The guy will never a girl dat will love him
    U dt av 2kill itself
    The guy should go 2 hell

  4. pk jnr

    June 18, 2013 at 12:55 PM

    dear R.I.P I wish i can fine a faith4 gurl like u in this world,are a gurl indeed.may ur gentle and faith4 soul rest in the hands of the Almighty father in heaven

  5. no love found

    June 21, 2013 at 5:14 PM

    That actress is a big Fool! She has no brain but beauty and wealth. And the spirit of God is not in her. Life is so precious to be wasted. Now what’s her gain?????? The so called bf that looks like a fag will continue his life partying and breaking girls heart. Rest in pieces jiah khan!!!!!!!!!!!!

  6. ethelburnley

    June 23, 2013 at 10:49 AM


  7. joel

    June 10, 2015 at 11:35 AM

    so painful…rest in perfect love

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